I’m a paradox. I want to be happy, but I think of things that make me sad. I’m lazy, yet I’m ambitious. I don’t like myself, but I also love who I am. I say I don’t care, but I really do. I crave attention, but reject it when it comes my way. I’m a conflicted contradiction. If I can’t figure myself out, there’s no way anyone else has.
—Unknown (via imprecisions)
(Source: unlockingparadise, via paixsouslepont)
So disappointed in myself this week, been so lazy. When I have so much work to do. It’s like I hit a brick wall with motivation and trying to write essays/reports and like I physically can not get past it. I need to sort it! The longer I leave it, the more of a stress it is. So wish I could be one of those people who are super self-motivated to do work. HELP!